Now there was a day when
his sons and daughters were eating and drinking wine in their oldest brother’s
house, and there came a messenger to Job and said, “The oxen were plowing and
the donkeys feeding beside them, and the Sabeans fell upon them and took them
and struck down the servants with the edge of the sword, and I alone have
escaped to tell you.” While he was yet speaking, there came another and said, “The
fire of God fell from heaven and burned up the sheep and the servants and
consumed them, and I alone have escaped to tell you.” While he was yet
speaking, there came another and said, “The Chaldeans formed three groups and
made a raid on the camels and took them and struck down the servants with the
edge of the sword, and I alone have escaped to tell you.” While he was yet
speaking, there came another and said, “Your sons and daughters were eating and
drinking wine in their oldest brother’s house, and behold, a great wind came
across the wilderness and struck the four corners of the house, and it fell
upon the young people, and they are dead, and I alone have escaped to tell
you.” (Job 1:13-19
ESV).
While
we are still in the beginning of this very complex book of the Bible, our
reading tells us of the calamities that fall on Job. Job loses nearly
everything dear to him. He is put into a position where he has every earthly
reason to give up on God. We will see later (cf. Job 13:24) that God appears to
act like an enemy, like someone who has betrayed him. It is a clear revelation
that there is this sense in which God must allow these temporary and tragic
interruptions in his goodness if he is to prove the reality of our relationship
with him. This is the case because a relationship with God for God’s sake is
the only kind of relationship that will save us. As I wrote yesterday,
the true character of our faith, whether we
have faith at all, is exposed in this kind of crucible. This is how we arrive
at the answer to our first question of “Who is ultimately in control of our
journey?” It is God.
With
this answer in mind, we can move to the second question (which is usually our
first one): “Why is this happening to me?” I am reminded of a wonderful quote
from C. S. Lewis. Although he was not discussing the book of Job, he expressed
this conundrum well as he journeyed through the collapse of his faith:
If my house has collapsed at one blow,
that is because it was a house of cards. The faith which “took things into
account” was not faith but imagination. . . . It has been an imaginary faith
playing with innocuous counters labelled “Illness,” “Pain,” “Death,” and
“Loneliness.” I thought I trusted the rope until it mattered to me whether it
would bear me. Now that it matters, I find it didn’t.
When
our rope fails we must have an answer to why it did so. Knowing the character
of God and having received the bounty of His grace in the past, how could we be
abandoned at such a time as our present trial? The answer is simplest in the
Apostle Paul’s letter to the Romans: And
we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those
who are called according to his purpose. (Romans 8:28 ESV). Everything that
God directs in our life is a part of His design to bring good to us. Of course,
that does not appear comforting as the pain of trial is always at the very
limit of our perception of our ability to bear it. However, as we are going to
see in Job it all absolutely works for Job’s good.
When
God allows extreme and inexplicable suffering, when he appears to treat those
who love him as if he hates them, the book of Job teaches that God is
delivering us from our trivialization of God as a means to our ends and giving
us opportunity, in the midst of unhidden and public grief (cf. Job 1:20), to
worship God as God, for his own sake, regardless of any secondary blessing we
might gain or lose. Such worship is painful, costly, and deeply honoring to God
as the LORD and not a pet deity. Without these tragic experiences, even the
best among us will slowly and unconsciously drift away from Job’s costly and
beautiful worship in the first chapter of this book. In suffering, God is
saving us, delivering us into a relationship with him where he is actually God
and Lord. And, that after all, is the best “good” to be experienced.