As they emptied their sacks, behold, every
man’s bundle of money was in his sack. And when they and their father saw their
bundles of money, they were afraid. And Jacob their father said to them, “You
have bereaved me of my children: Joseph is no more, and Simeon is no more, and
now you would take Benjamin. All this has come against me.” Then Reuben said to
his father, “Kill my two sons if I do not bring him back to you. Put him in my
hands, and I will bring him back to you.” But he said, “My son shall not go
down with you, for his brother is dead, and he is the only one left. If harm
should happen to him on the journey that you are to make, you would bring down
my gray hairs with sorrow to Sheol.” (Genesis 42:35–38 ESV).
The story of Joseph is a constant amazement in how God works all things together for good. In our reading today we see that it was father Jacob’s turn to confront his sons. His tone might not have been as harsh as Joseph’s, but his charge was heavy: “You have deprived me of my children.” (vv. 35-36). Remember that many years earlier he had been inconsolable after hearing of Joseph’s disappearance. “All his sons and daughters” had tried “to comfort him, but he refused to be comforted” (Genesis 37:35). Joseph’s older brothers were forced each day to face a heartbroken father. Yet they kept their secret hidden. Indeed, they lied to themselves that they were honest men.
This is such a common theme in humanity.
We are all guilty of believing our own lies if we tell them to ourselves often
enough. But now God turns up the pressure. The brothers are forced to face a
father whose grief is now multiplied. First it was Joseph, and now Simeon is
gone, and Benjamin could be next! Jacob reminds them that Benjamin is “the only
one [of Rachel’s sons] left.” This blatant favoritism may well make them
bristle. The surely were thinking “the only one left… how about us, the other
nine? Don’t we count?” Still, Jacob could be right! Benjamin could be taken
too. Where would that leave the brothers? The pressure rises, but they still
won’t crack.
Yet God still has more planned for their
conviction. We will see them go back to Egypt and facing Joseph again the will
no longer be able to avoid the truth of their sin. It I then that Joseph will
declare that what they had done was indeed meant for evil, but God meant it for
good! And, that is all that matters!







