I sought the LORD, and he answered me and
delivered me from all my fears. Those who look to him are radiant, and their
faces shall never be ashamed. This poor man cried, and the LORD heard him and
saved him out of all his troubles. The angel of the LORD encamps around those
who fear him, and delivers them. Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed
is the man who takes refuge in him! Oh, fear the LORD, you his saints, for
those who fear him have no lack! The young lions suffer want and hunger; but
those who seek the LORD lack no good thing. (Psalm 34:4–10 ESV).
Many Christians experience doubt about God's character at some point in their faith walk and ask, “Is God truly good?” All of us have those moments. In the book of Genesis, God commands Abram (whom he would later rename Abraham) to go to another land, which God promised to give to Abram’s offspring. All along this journey, Abram repeatedly doubts God’s goodness toward him. He especially doubts God’s promise concerning his “offspring”. Abram and his wife were already old, and they had never been able to conceive. That doubt leads Abram to conceive a child with his wife’s servant. The resulting jealousy and resentment cause strife and heartache for all involved. Despite all that, Abraham and his wife finally have a son, Isaac, when they are very old. Later, God tells Abraham: “Take your son, your only son, whom you love—Isaac—and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on a mountain I will show you” (Genesis 22:2). Now fully trusting in God’s goodness, Abraham prepares to sacrifice Isaac, the heir for whom he had waited so long. In the end, God stops Abraham: “‘Do not lay a hand on the boy,’ he said. ‘Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son’” (Genesis 22:12). This “test” was more for Abraham than God.
Many doubters follow
Abraham. Moses doubts God’s goodness in the choice of sending him to bring the
Israelites out of Egypt. Even after God shows him several signs that he will be
with him and grant him power, Moses remains afraid and offers several well-reasoned
excuses for why God should send someone else (Exodus 3-4). But God had called
Moses, and he kept all his promises to Moses and the Israelites. The prophet
Elijah also doubted God’s goodness. Having just defeated the prophets of Baal
by calling down fire from heaven, Elijah immediately doubts God’s power to
protect him from Queen Jezebel’s vengeance. He was so despondent that he wanted
to die. Yet, like Moses, God had more work for Elijah to do, reassuring him
with a gentle whisper (1 Kings 18-19).
Clearly, we are not
alone in questioning God’s goodness. And these examples all come from the Old
Testament, from which many questions about God’s goodness arise. The Old
Testament characterizes God as holy, just, and merciful, but also shows him as
jealous, wrathful, and vengeful. In Genesis, God almost completely destroys his
creation with a global flood. In Deuteronomy, God commands the Israelites:
In the cities of the nations the Lord your God
is giving you as an inheritance, do not leave alive anything that breathes.
Completely destroy them—the Hittites, Amorites, Canaanites, Perizzites, Hivites
and Jebusites—as the Lord your God has commanded you. Otherwise, they will
teach you to follow all the detestable things they do in worshiping their gods,
and you will sin against the Lord your God (Deuteronomy 20:16-18).
These judgments can
really make us uneasy. In our modern mindset, we may find it hard to understand
or accept that God the Creator is wholly sovereign over all his creation and
reserves for himself the authority to pronounce verdict and sentence against
those who sin against him. And that this God is the same loving, merciful, and
approachable God depicted in the New Testament. He is, in fact, the same God
whose character Jesus Christ perfectly embodies.
Jesus shows us who God
is and perfectly represents all God’s goodness. We live in a time when God’s
kingdom is breaking through, but has not yet come in its fullness. In our faith
journeys with Christ, the circumstances of our lives may lead us to wonder what
God is doing and to doubt his ultimate goodness. But we can’t allow ourselves
to stay there. In prayer, we can go before our Father in heaven and confess our
struggle, “I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!” (Mark 9:24). And he
promises to never leave us nor forsake us (Hebrews 13:5) and to be an
ever-present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1).
We can trust in the faithfulness
of the goodness of God!







